Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy 2008 and atheism

had an enjoyable time over some friends house tonight. kids are in bed, now i plan on doing some reading and watching the ball drop.

read something interesting in the looey (louisville publication) today. it was an interview with an atheist who was broadcasting his "show" over the internet designed to teach people about atheism and the myth of god. anyway, toward the end of the article was this quote:

"when one has only one life, they should try to avoid deliberately doing unpleasant things," he says. "atheists live for life before death, not life after death."

pretty good way to end an article about atheism, if you ask me. are we people that live for the life after death? is that what following christ has become? not the jesus i read - he came to proclaim the year of the lord's favor. his teachings are very much for this life. his radical call to love enemies, give generously and live in purity are not "pie in the sky" commands, but are central to who we are in christ.

if we only began living for christ now, in this life - what would the world see then. how might the artile have ended differently? i am left to wonder.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

faith and deeds

heard something profound this morning at assembly and it has me thinking. "people can't see our love for God, they can only see how we treat them."

i think this is what james was saying when he said "show me your faith without deeds, and i will show you my faith by what i do." i have also heard it put this way "you can't fake what you believe."

we will act out our faith. so what do you believe? it will be evident to everyone by what you do.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

perfect season

tonight the new england patriots will go for the first ever 16-0 season in the NFL. i for one, think they will do it! but i will also be watching, just in case they don't.

emily and i watched "we are marshall" last night. inspiring story of a team, school and town that worked through one of the most horrific tragedies in sports history. coming back from a game, their team plane went down and everyone on board was killed. the program was forced to start over - and the creators of the movie do a good job of capturing the story.

inspiring sports stories - nothing like it.

Friday, December 28, 2007

conflict and tension

not all conflict is bad. not all tension is bad. for example as followers of jesus we should be living in a type of conflict and tension with the world. most of us spend our time running from anything that resembles conflict. we want to "keep the peace" or not "rock the boat." we think somehow if we just don't talk about it, it doesn't exist, or "it" might just go away. i am learning that talking about the elephant in the room is the only way to get it out of the house.

jesus tended to tell stories that brought people into conflict with their "old" way of thinking. he used everyday life to teach and bear witness to the conflict between living as everyone else does, and living under his reign. the absence of conflict is not an indication for healthy lifestyle and/or relationship. in fact, i would argue that it might be just the opposite.

we shouldn't be "stirring up trouble" at every turn. we shouldn't be known for "ruffling feathers" whenever possible, but sometimes it is necessary, and healthy. to grow in christ and in our relationships there will probably be conflict. i know it is true of marriage. emily and i have conflict - not finger pointing, but conflict. i am growing, she is growing and we are learning to deal with things as they come - humbly, gracefully and with a lot of forgiveness. i think that is god's way.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

when God comes near

Received a Christmas card from some good friends of ours in Cincinnati. It spoke of Christmas as a time to celebrate God coming near. As I pondered the card I was struck again by the story I believe in. God - leaving his throne in Heaven - to enter our world and forever change our future. The card encouraged us and challenged us to love as Christ loved. Again I was struck by the amazing gift we have been entrusted with. As God has come near, so we now represent Him on this earth.

So in this holiday season, look through all the presents and materialism for opportunities to represent the God who left his home in Heaven. Allow God to use you to touch others for his purposes. God is all about "coming near," and wants to use us to touch and heal the world.

Friday, December 14, 2007

the fallen order

Sometimes it feels as if I get a glimpse of how the world "should" be. The world in which God intended when he created, but as soon as I catch the vision it fanishes. Does anyone else feel that? Sin has so corrupted our view, that it is difficult to see beauty, goodness and rightness in our world.

Is God really bringing about his ideal in this world? Is he restoring all things, and making them right again, or is this just a figment of my imagination? How much is God's kingdom breaking in to our world?

All questions that I have.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

busy, busy, busy

Have a busy few days coming up. Work Christmas party Friday night, Saturday night having some folks over our house and Sunday my boss is having a party at his house. It will be nice to visit and be around some people we don't normally hang with.

Was able to talk about my faith in Christ to some of the people I work with today. One thing led to another and we were discussing the gospel. It was pretty amazing actually. Praying for hearts that will hear, mine included.

On a side note I would like to profess my love of Francine Rivers. She is a phenomenal storyteller. I just finished "and the Shofar blew." Great book. I have read 4 or 5 of her books now and looking for more.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Sanctified and Holy

Listen to Paul's introductory words to the church at Corinth:

I Corinthians 1:2
"To the church of God in Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus and called to be holy, together with all those everywhere who call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ-their Lord and ours."

I was beginning to read through the book of I Corinthians the other day, and couldn't seem to get past verse 2 (above). What do I do with this?

There is a lot packed in this little verse. This was written to a church where just a few versus later Paul is rebuking them on their divisiveness - he does this two different times in the first 3 chapters! Most of us know the other issues addressed in the book - namely sexual immorality, lawsuits, drunkeness in their gatherings.

Paul is saying the church is made holy through Jesus, and yet called to be holy. The church (its people) are set apart through Christ and yet called to be set apart. Reread the verse. What is he trying to say?

I believe he is saying "it is finished" - and yet there is still work to be done. This is a theme repeated in other scriptures throughout the new testament. We ARE sanctified in Christ, and yet called to be holy. So our job/duty/work is to trust in the finished work of Jesus in our lives in order to fulfull all we are called to be in Christ. Jesus alone has sanctified me, and because I am learning to trust more and more in that, I am becoming more and more holy. Wow!

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Revolting against culture

Don't forget to revolt against our consumeristic culture this holiday season. Don't take everything you are fed, especially when it comes to giving and receiving gifts. You truly don't have to "go with the flow." It is in the times we revolt that people begin to ask the really important questions. It is in the revolting that God could be glorified in our lives.

Pause and ask some Jesus questions. I will spare you of my Jesus questions, and challenge you to come up with your own.

So, if you want to be a revolutionary like Jesus, there is no better time to start.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Monday Night

Was able to have dinner with George and Ann, and attend a bible study with them. It was a good experience. Great to see and spend time with good friends. Great to be in the presence of honest seekers.

When I got home Kylie was waiting for me to put her to bed. When I was rocking her quietly, after a story and some scripture reciting, she quietly whispered in my ear "I love you daddy." It felt like she really understood what those words meant, and to me it meant the world.

Made me think about the last time I was quietly reflecting on God and from an honest heart said "I love you daddy." Isn't that what God is looking for from us? To gently allow him to rock us and hold us and be overwhelmed by his goodness and love for us. So much to the point we can't help but say "I love you daddy." He wants to be that close to us, and for us to experience him in that way.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

the gods aren't angry

Thursday night saw Rob Bell at the Brown Theatre here in Louisville. He has an amazing way of witnessing to scripture. Bottom line for me - we continue to treat our relationship with God as if He needs to be satisfied in some way, or He will "zap" us. We continue to practice our religion, instead of walking in the way of Jesus. We go to "church" to appease our God, we offer our religious sacrifices b/c in some way we think God needs them and/or requires them. We spend a great deal of energy figuring out the pattern - so we can go forth in the world and correct the errors in other denominations.

Quite frankly - I just don't get it anymore and am tired. More tired than I have ever been. Tired of listening to the religious arguments, and tired of still wanting to participate in them. I have been trying to leave the old way for many years and God willing I feel I am almost home! Need to drop my judgement and bitterness and get about the work to which I am called. The work of incarnating Christ to everyone I come in contact with - even the religious zealots!!

Lord Jesus - Pour your Spirit out.

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On a more serious note - put some lights up on the house today. It was an interesting experience to say the least. They actually look pretty good though. Kylie loves them!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Happy Birthday

Celebrated my mom's birthday this weekend. Went to assembly at Central Church of Christ. It was good to see some old friends and family. We then spent the rest of Sunday at mom and dad's house. Besides the Bengals looking like the Bengals of old, it was great time. We shared a meal together and got to give mom some pretty good presents. I am proud she is my mom. She has taught me so much about loving and caring for people. Blessings to you mom!

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Getting ready for Thanksgiving. We celebrate thanksmas with Scott and Glenna this coming Thursday. I am looking forward to more time with family and celebrating all that God has blessed us with.

And finally the great theological insight! As we search to be church, especially in a corporate setting - no two experiences will/should be the same. The church, because it is organic in nature is always growing and changing. If that is true, then our experiences together will be different. So, if you believe this at all, then why do we try and mimic or manufacture certain expereinces from week to week?

Emily and I were part of an amazing small group in Cincinnati, but it is not the goal to make our current small group experience like that one, right? We have to allow room for the Spirit of God to move among the community of believers seeking and searching for the will of God in their lives. Hard for me (and I think most humans) to grasp this. We constantly want what once was. We have a hard time trusting God to bring us something fresh and new, or at least I do!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Weekend and hope

Had a good weekend. Visited the Ezells place in Wilmore, KY. It is truly God's country. Everything from the restaurant we ate at "Solomon's porch" to the cross atop the water tower, this place oozed religion. Plus it is located in the middle of some of the most beautiful scenary you will find anywhere. Anyway, it was good to spend the day with them, and we look forward to getting to do it again soon!

I am looking foward to hearing Rob Bell when he comes to Louisville on the 29th. "The gods aren't angry" is the title of the lectures. Should be interesting -as I have been listening to his sermons every week for the past 6 months.

Discussion in last night's small group:

-As we walk deeper in our relationship with Christ, what are our hopes for our lives? Have they changed? Should they change?

Bible has a lot to say about the hope we have in Christ. So, what are your hopes? Sure we have some for the after-life, but what about today, tomorrow or 5 years from now? Any relationships that could use some changing? Anything regarding money and your stuff? What about family/friends/job/time? Hopes - what really separates us from the rest of the world. The hope(s) that are made available in Christ. It is really pretty exciting to think about.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Why I don't Vote

If you read this article, I don't think I have to do much more explaining. I simply can't vote. Voting my conscience requires that I not cast a vote. Maybe that is the easy way out, I don't know. What I do know is my Christianity does not require that I vote. It requires that I not withdrawal from my world, but find ways to actively engage it, but praise be to God - I am not required to vote to get to heaven!

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Too far?

Check out this blog posting. Is Jesus that radical? I find it easy to dismiss a lot of the things Jesus did simply because I don't understand the cultural implications. But I get this......

Click here to read.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Halloween Jingle

We have taken the Halloween jingle and made it something a child of God can say. If you remember it goes something like this:

"Tricker treat, smell my feet, give me something good to eat. If you don't, I don't care, I'll pull down your underwear."

Kylie will grow up singing:

"Tricker treat, I'm so sweet, give me something good to eat. If you don't, that's ok, I will like you anyway."
Well, I thought it was imaginitive.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Accepted by Christ

The degree to which we understand - truly understand - that we are accepted by Christ, we have life. The degree to which we experience life, we can accept others. No more bottom feeding. No more grabbing for any and everything that MIGHT bring us life. We constantly attempt to suck the life out of things like our jobs, family, friends, health, status, money, power and prestige. Bottom feeders is what we are - Christ offers us himself.

Why settle when you can have Christ!

Monday, October 8, 2007

Meet Dale

 

Please meet the newest member of our family - his name is Dale. Kylie and I played outside with Dale for about 1/2 hour tonight. That basically means, I lit his candle and she blew it out.

Now that is not an actual picture of Dale. Dale is definitely not that cute - but we carved him up this past Sunday. He seems to enjoy his time on our porch, just watching the world go by.

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It has been crazy at work. We are entering the Open Enrollment season, which means the stakes are raised a bit. Everyone seems to be feeling the pressure a little more.

Meeting George for coffee tomorrow at Starbucks. It will be a little different environment, but I am looking forward to it. Hopefully we can keep this up on a semi-regular basis. They seem to be settling in to their new home - from what I have been able to see on my 19" monitor it looks nice (we have talked over Skype a couple of times.)
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Friday, October 5, 2007

Lifehouse's Everything Skit

Please take a few minutes and watch this WHOLE video. I don't know what the deal is, but I cried again!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

I will lift my eyes

This is Kylie and my song. Bebo Norman is still one of my favorite Christian artists. From a very early age - when I first got the cd with this song, I would listen to it with her sitting on the kitchen counter. She would lift her hands with me and we would sing. At least she kinda learned the chorus. Tonight I sang it to her before she went to bed - like I have a thousand times. Only tonight was a little different - she sang every word with me. In a soft whisper. Yep, I cried.

"Oh God, my God, I cry out
your beloved needs you now.
God be near, calm my fear
and take my doubt.
Your kindness is, what holds me up
your love is all that draws me near.

I will life my eyes - to the Maker
of the mountains I can't climb.
And I will lift my eyes - to the Calmer
of the oceans raging wild.
And I will lift my eyes - to the Healer
of the hurt I hold inside.
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to you."

Saturday, September 29, 2007

I'm a Christ Follower (Mac vs. PC Parody) Part 02

Came across some of these video parodies of the Mac vs pc commercials. Particularly like this one b/c they talk about church.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Movie Night

Tonight is movie night. Emily has rented us a movie - not sure yet what it is, but it will be nice to relax with her and watch.

Thinking about taking Kylie up to see her first Cincinnati Reds game. I am excited although it could turn out to be a train wreck. She has to watch enough of them on TV with me - she has earned a "real game" experience.

We have a busy couple of weeks/months coming up. Vacation is right around the corner, along with a couple of birthday celebrations. Kylie will be 3 and Jackson 1.

Joshua and Maurie are studying a book that has peeked my interest of late. Rob Bell has been preaching a sermon series Serve God, Save the Planet. If Al Gore wasn't towing the "Go Green" line, it would probably be easier for more Christians to get on board with taking better care of our world.

One thing that struck me about what he said - Rob believes that "going green" will be much like wearing a seat belt. Not long ago - no one wore seat belts. It wasn't even thought about - now it is almost a moral issue. You can get a ticket if you don't have one on. We have come to realize it is a life or death issue. He says, this is going to be the case with our planet. And he asks the following questions:

Wouldn't it be cool if the Christians - instead of being behind - were actually leading the way in caring for the earth, out of their deep love for the Creator? When it becomes illegal to own certain cars, and use certain amounts of energy - wouldn't it be cool if we didn't even feel it, because we have already made the changes? Something to think about.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

A Joyful Noise

Probably the greatest noise I have ever heard or will hear are my two kids laughing. From very early on Kylie could laugh, and it seems Jackson has the same gift. I arrive home from work to kids ready and willing to spend time with me. We roll around in the living room floor cracking each other up. All the world seems to disappear as I play with my kids and make them laugh.

Another reminder of my relationship with my Heavenly Father. The joys of parenting - the joys of knowing my Creator - not sure if their is anything better in the world.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

She Tubes!

 
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My little baby tubes! Last time we went to the lake she didn't get wet - and now she rode the tube all by herself. Man, it is so much fun watching Kylie grow up. What a blessing! A special thanks to Mom and Dad for coming down and sharing their boat with us. We had a blast!

Tomorrow is 6 years married to my beautiful wife Emily. I am sure I will have some thoughts to share about our life together. She is an amazing woman.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Missional - Shmissional

A story - Occasionally my boss and I get the opportunity to share our faith with each other. He is what I would call a devout Catholic and man of faith.

He and his wife have a curious habit of eating at The Olive Garden most every Saturday evening. They sit at the same table every week. Over a period of time (I don't know how long b/c I never asked) he has developed relationships with the staff. This has reaped many benefits - from free drinks and food to good friendships.

So this morning he tells me an experience he had recently where some of the bartenders, at his favorite restaurant, asked him to attend an evening out for conversation and drinks (I was simply blown away by this fact!). He recounted the stories they told and the things they shared with him. He has had the opportunity to coach, mentor and speak truth into these young men's lives - which I would argue, would have never happened if he wasn't living a missional life. He was willing to spend his "free time" with non-believers in "third places" which many Christians wouldn't step foot in. In is daily "comings and goings" he has formed meaningful relationships with people and now has an amazing opportunity to share God's love with them. I am certain these men respect and admire him for his worldly success - as he has that! I am positive that these men trust him because of the friendship he has extended them. But most of all, I have no doubt in my mind they are willing to listen and hear when he speaks of his faith in a God that he has so appropriately embodied in their midst.

This man is not perfect (he might be reading this blog), but he has shown me the missional life. Although this is just one small example, it is a meaningful one. I count myself blessed to be an eyewitness to the openess of his life and willingness to treat "others better than himself."

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sunday

Good day - visited Portland Avenue Church of Christ this morning. It was a very traditional CoC service. People we met were all very friendly and happy to have us there.

Got to take a nap this afternoon (kinda), Kylie was climbing all over Emily and I the entire time, but I think I dosed off for a couple of minutes in there somewhere.

Had our first small group meeting tonight. We had 8 people come. The topic for discussion and meditation was Romans 12:1-2. Which I would summarize like this:

"In light of all that God has done for you - give everything to him, even the mundane things of your life. Turn all your daily activities over to the Lord.
Stop letting the world dictate how you live your life. Allow God to change you from the inside out - only then will you be able to know and understand what he has in store for you and what he is up to in this world."
(NRAV - New Revised Adam Version).

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Missional

Had some interesting dialogue with my father-in-law the other day regarding Missional. Like him, I am growing weary of the word. It seems to come with so much baggage (things that encumber one's freedom, progress, development, or adaptability; impediments).

Having said that, here are MY thoughts on missionality and living a missional life. As a side note, I didn't get these things out of any book, although I probably did! (Got it? Ok)

Being missional is:
-no longer seeing the things I do as either spiritual or physical. We don't live in two realms. Christ is King over everything and every aspect of our lives!
-being intentional about finding and developing relationship with "not yet Christians."
-inviting people to partake in a kingdom life - and not the "life of the church."
-removing any and all obtacles that would impede someone from hearing the clear message of "the kingdom is at hand."
-preaching Christ only - the resurrected Lord.
-beginning to understand that all followers of Jesus have in effect "entered the ministry." We are all full time disciples of Jesus - yes, even if you didn't go to seminary, and aren't a paid minister. We are all missionaries.
-inviting your neighbors over for dinner or play - spending time with them.
-being friends with non-Christians - even knowing they may never come to faith in Jesus.
-seeing Christ as the perfect example of what it means to live in our world, and defining your life by this fact.
-finding yourself increasingly uncomfortable with the "status quo" of religion.
-"seeking first his kingdom and his righteousness" and acknowledging and participating when you see that kingdom breaking into the world.
-understanding that mission isn't a program, but God allowing us to join him on HIS MISSION!

Monday, August 13, 2007

Men's Retreat Video

Just so you can take a look if you haven't already seen it.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Fantasy Football

Draft day is tomorrow. The Louisville Rednecks have not faired very well the past few years. I can't remember if I have ever had a winning season. But just like the start of any season - optimism is in the air! Who knows, this year could be my year to win the Central CoC fantasy football league. Wouldn't that be something to brag about!!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

I don't miss church

Here is a link to a blog that describes a lot "stuff" I feel. Click, read and be challenged. I would be interested to hear comments, if you so choose.

Friday, August 3, 2007

The Pursuit of Christ

After some late night conversation with Isaac and George I think I am beginning to understand, for the first time, Jesus' call to "follow me." Being formed in the image of Christ is downright painful at times. So I am left to wonder - what/whom am I pursuing? Is it truly Christ, or something altogether different? What am I willing to "leave behind" in this pursuit?

So I will continue to journey on with a clear vision - but no clue how to get there. I will continue to struggle with my own selfishness and the light of Christ. I will continue to search for truth -

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Bourne Ultimatum

 
Emily and I will be looking for a babysitter soon to catch the newest installment of Jason Bourne in "The Bourne Ultimatum." We really enjoyed "The Bourne Identity" and "The Bourne Supremacy." After reading some reviews it seems we won't be disappointed with the last in the trilogy. The movies are very entertaining.

Had dinner with the Keene's and Ezell's tonight. It was an enjoyable time - good to see the kids. Isaac and I again talked about our "dreams" of getting to do what you love everyday and still being able to support a family. Seems like such a pipe dream to me - especially since I have a hard time answering that question. What do I want to do when I grow up? I will surely let you know when I know.

We have supper club tomorrow, so we will be getting together again! Looking forward to it.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Baby J

 
There is our baby J. I think it is a good picture of him, but I was more wanting you to take notice of the contraption he is sitting in. How cool is that thing? It fastens right to the table, and then when you are finished it folds up for storage. I thought it was pretty cool.

I am already saying "well it would have been nice to have that when our kids were growing up!"
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Riley Jo

 

Got to see Riley Jo yesterday. She is beautiful and a blessing from our God. Maurie and Joshua seemed to be doing well, as they were just released from the hospital yesterday. Prayers are for sleep, patience (with Riley and each other) and the ability to "soak up the moments."

They sure do go by fast!
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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Crazy Kylie!

 

Kylie's crazy face. Precious isn't it?
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Video

Okolona Men's Retreat Video

Check out the video for the 2007 Okolona Men's Retreat.

Many thanks to my little brother for putting this together. Also a big CONGRATULATIONS for the birth of his little baby girl, Riley Jo. See ya soon!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Kylie's Quotables

Had an interesting lunch with George and Alex Wilson(preaching minister of Portland CoC.) today Hope to begin some work with him in the Portland area - maybe I will learn something.

Now on with the real point of this blog:

1. Daddy, it is a BIG one! (Kylie while on the potty)
2. Can I have a S-N-A-C-K? (heard it 1,000 times if I have heard it once)
3. Daddy, you have a big face. (while getting ready for assembly Sunday morning)
4. OOOH - Daddy you have hair on your pickles. (anytime I am without a shirt)
5. Can I have a S-N-A-C-K? (oh did I already mention that one?)
6. Daddy, I think I need to watch AH SAMANI-A. (when she wants to watch the Lion King)
7. Not quite!!!! (when we say it is time for bed)
8. Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for mommy, daddy and Simba. (prayer time)
9. Will you tell me a story about Princess Skylie? (story time character - you know? Not Princess Kylie but Princess Skylie. Daddy is so smart.)
10. Did I just pass gas? I did! Am I stinky? I am. (you get the point)

There are so many - maybe I will start writing them down.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Softball Tourney

Well it is official - I am not 20 anymore. Walker and I played in a softball tourney today. Three games is all it took to wipe me out. I hit pretty well the first couple of games, but by the last one the heat and sun had done their damage. My tank was empty.

We played ok overall. The last game was the most interesting though. We played a pretty good team that acted like they were about 12. Mind you, these guys were my age and older, but I think softball was their sole reason to live. Humiliating people was the name of the game. I don't know - I just can't get there. I mean do these guys understand that they are playing "beer league" softball. They were pretty good, but come on. What causes you to act like that? I just can't understand. It was a good opportunity to "kill them with kindness." But we didn't even do a good job at that.

I must say, I was pretty excited that we got beat that last game. I am not sure what I would have done if we won.

Anyway, fun times and good exercise.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Family

Family left today for St. Louis. Emily is going to spend some time with her parents. She hasn't seen them in a while and misses them. They will be back end of this week.

It is storming here in Louisville at the moment which has killed my plans to get the yard mowed and trimmed (hence my blogging). There are some things that need fixin' around the house - so I am going to give that a go. Wish George was in town to keep me in check. I think I can handle these jobs though.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Taylorsville Lake


Taylorsville Lake
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We spent the day on the lake with mom and dad. We were all pleasantly surprised with Taylorsville Lake. I hadn't heard much about it, so I wasn't expecting much, but it turned out to be a great little lake. There were no shortage of boats and wave runners out today. What can you expect on a 85 degree sunny Saturday in July?

We got to see most of the lake. The kids were well behaved and Kylie didn't pee in the boat this time. We definitely counted that as a small victory. Emily and I got to do some tubing - and I got to fling Emily off of it once. She was a real trooper and had a lot of fun.

I was also pleased with the distance. Took us about 35 minutes from our house. Hopefully mom and dad will make the trip again real soon (wink, wink).

Friday, July 13, 2007

Skiing and Dreams

Mom and dad are coming down to Louisville tomorrow and we are meeting them at Taylorsville Lake. Should be a good time on the water. I enjoy wake boarding, skiing and knee boarding. Hopefully I will have the chance to get Emily on the tube. Should be interesting times.

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The older I get the more I seem to dream. When I say dreams, I mean "A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration". I am not sure if God is the originator of the dreams or what, but I have dreams now. When I was younger I don't remember having many dreams. I guess when I was a young boy, I wanted to be a professional baseball player, but past that I honestly can't think of any.

A wise man once told me "When you have more memories than dreams, the end is near." That might not be exactly right, but you get the idea. I think dreams are good, but what is even more excellent is when they are pursued. So often our dreams stay dreams. We don't act on them - instead we become content with them staying in "dreamland." But I think I want to act on my dreams - even when they might seem ridiculous. I want to pursue the dreams that God has given me, and allow him to shape the future and outcomes. I have a hunch that when we stop dreaming, we stop living. I don't know if that is true or not, but could it be?

Monday, July 9, 2007

Monday

Monday was a pretty good day. Had a productive day at work, and got to eat dinner with the family. Also had another opportunity for conversation with a "stranger." I was walking around this afternoon (trying to get some air) and ran across a guy from Clay County. His wife was in Louisville for a teachers conference. They are trying to start a program down there that would allow kids the opportunity to be exposed to colleges at a young age, to get continuing education in their heads. He said it is a desparate situation down there with regard to jobs and education. Not a lot going on, and they are caught in a cycle of poverty.

Made me reflect on my upbringing and the opportunities I was afforded. Also forced me to think, yet again, there is more to success than just "pulling up your boot straps." This is a myth. Not many people "get ahead" without some help in this life. What an opportunity we have as Christians to find those who are "on the fringes" and lend a helping hand in the name of Jesus.

May we seek out people in our lives that we may bless because of how we have been blessed.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Irish Coffee


Irish Coffee
Originally uploaded by adamhanauer
My wife and I enjoyed this magnificent drink tonight around 11pm. Yummy!

Who do you say I am? - Jesus

Went to downtown Louisville this afternoon to ask people this very question. "Who do you say Jesus is?" As I walked around the park observing people, and getting my thoughts together in my head as to how I was going to pull this off, I noticed the only people that seemed to be alone were homeless. I didn't want to interrupt people in their Saturday afternoon family activity, so I zeroed in on a homeless fellow.

My approach was pretty consistent throughout my different encounters - Went something like this:

"Hi, my name is Adam. Can I talk with you for a minute?"

In every instance there was a few moments of tension or awkwardness as they tried to figure out why I wanted to speak to them. I found out through a couple of my conversations that they frequently have violent encounters for absolutely no reason, by random people just as myself. One guy said he was sucker punched not 10 yards from where we were standing a couple of weeks ago. And just when I thought - yeah right! - we went to a little hut (renting bikes to ride around downtown) to buy a drink, and the guy behind the counter said "you staying away from the crazy people?" To which the homeless man, Robert, said "I told you."

All in all it was a fantastic experience. I think I might frequent that area in the weeks to come in hopes of actually forming some relationships with these guys and others. You may be thinking - "how did they answer the question?" Well it was interesting, b/c most answers I got were "he is my Lord and personal savior." Which to me says a lot about how we as a church "preach the good news."

Jesus has become nothing more and nothing less than "our Lord and personal Savior." I am not even sure that phrase is in the Bible, but oh well - it very well may be.

So when I got home today, and sat on my front porch I prayed for Robert, Stephen and Lester. I pray we meet again.

Faith and Politics

Just found Greg Boyd's (wrote Myth of a Christian Nation) blog, and ran across this post. Thought I would share, as it is fantastic, and "hard to hear" or some might say - challenging.

"Hi folks,
I took Wednesday off from the Science and Theology conference to fly out to Washington D.C. and participate in a one day Conference on Faith and Politics, alongside Jim Wallis, Tony Campolo, and Melissa Rogers. It was sponsored by Christian Faith and Ethics Today and The Cooperative Baptist Fellowship (which includes 14 different Baptist organizations). About 400 Baptist leaders were present.

We had a wonderful time! Several people told me afterwards that they felt it was the most engaging and animated conference they'd ever attended. (One gentleman who told me this was around 70 years old and said he'd been going to conferences like this all of his life!) We all presented our views with passion, yet there was a discernable mutual respect and love that permeated the conference. Honestly, I love these folks. (And Tony is hands down the best speaker in America!)

Afterwards we all went out for dinner. We got into some very good, always friendly, debates. When I had to leave to catch a plane, I told them very sincerely I wished we had five hours to continue because it was so stimulating, challenging and informative. I honestly was pressed on points I need to think deeply about, and I appreciated this. Melissa (who is a legal expert on church and state relations and a fantastic speaker!) suggested we (and perhaps other like-minded leaders) arrange to do this once a year, and everyone seemed open to the possibility. We'll see.

Anyways, there's a trillion issues I could discuss, but I'll just briefly discuss my take on one. (The word "briefly" in this sentence is used in an Einsteinian sense: It's very relative.)

The four of us all agreed passionately that the most important thing disciples of Jesus can do to further the Kingdom isn't about politics; its about HOW WE LIVE. Furthermore, we all agreed that the Church needs to take responsibility for poverty, homelessness, racism, and all manner of social ills, and that we shouldn't wait on government to do any of this. And we all agreed that the only authority the Church has to speak to anyone is the moral authority it earns by sacrificing for others. (Tony was especially eloquent in his talk about this.) Where we disagreed was that Tony, and even more so Jim, believe that we must also invest energy in being "the conscience of government," holding it accountable to do the right thing. (I'm not sure where Melissa stands on this).

There's six things I'd say in response to this position (most, but not all, of which I expressed in my talk and in our dinner conversation).

1. I think it's EVERY decent person's job to "hold the government accountable." The criteria for good politics isn't Christian faith or self-sacrificial love, but common decency that promotes the common good. There's nothing distinctly Christian about holding a government accountable. Nor does being a Christian give one any special moral insight or wisdom into what government should do about various social ills. What being a follower of Jesus SHOULD do -- and this is our one distinctive -- is that we should be more willing to sacrificially serve others. So, I believe, our focus as Kingdom leaders should be on motivating and mobilizing Christians to sacrifice, not motivating and mobilizing them to vote "right."

2. Tony repeatedly appealled to the paradigm of the prophet going before the King and saying prophetically, "Thus says the Lord..." But this paradigm is rooted in the Old Testament in which both the King and the prophet were under the Israelite covenant. The JOB of the prophet under this covenant was to hold the King (and others) accountable. But America isn't Israel. It makes no more sense in America (or any other country) to proclaim "Thus says the Lord" to the President or Congress than it does to say this to a stranger on the street. Why should they care about what "the Lord" says -- or about what you or I THINK the Lord says? This is why Jesus never challenged Pilate or Caesar, though they were by any standards both very, very bad leaders.

3. I agree in a sense that Kingdom people can function as the "conscience of governement," but it's not by our WORDS, but by our LIFE. The unique Kingdom way to function as the conscience of government is simply by BEING THE KINGDOM -- which means, LOOKING LIKE JESUS. If the Church would sacrificially care about the poor, the homeless, the economically and racially oppressed, etc… it would cast a light on government that would expose its inadequate attention to these issues, just as Jesus exposed the ugliness of earthly governements (and the demonic power behind them, cf. Lk 4:5-7) by allowing himself to be crucified as he entered into solidarity with sinners.

I suspect the reason many if not most American Christians default to political power is because the Church in America is so far from being this kind of "conscience" that most can't even imagine it. Because of the Church's lack of Christ-like sacrificial power, the only kind of power most Americans see is "power over" others -- that is, political power. So they sadly think the Church needs to acquire as much of this kind of power as possible. As I argued in The Myth of a Christian Nation, the quest for this kind of power has always, and will always, destroy the Church. Our only authority is the Cross, not the Sword. And when we pick up the Sword, we put down the Cross.

4. Here's a big one. At dinner I argued with Jim and Tony that if we agree that our only authority to speak to governements or to anyone else is the moral authority we earn by sacrificially serving others, and if we agree (as we do) that the Church isn't remotely close to having this moral authority in western culture, then, I said, doesn't it make sense for us to BE QUIET about politics and put all our energies into motivating and mobilizing the church to be the Jesus-looking kingdom we're called to be in order to perhaps someday gain this authority? And if the Church ever did win this broad respect such that people and government actually cared about our opinions, then we wouldn't have to demand it. It would come naturally. (Moral authority, I believe, can NEVER be demanded. It must be earned).

On the other hand, when we speak into politics without this moral authority, we are heard simply as one of the many political voices trying to enforce our wills on others through the power of law. We're just another "power-over" special interest group. So, shouldn’t we simply "Seek first (to be) the Kingdom of God, and (trust that) all these things (include a voice in steering society) will be given unto you" (Mt 6:33)?

5. On top of this, what business does the Church have trying to get Caesar to act more Christian than we ourselves act? How can we possibly tell Caesar what he should do about the poor when we ourselves are not bleeding as much as we can bleed for the poor? The Church can have a role in leading government, I believe, but only if it does so BY EXAMPLE, not cheap opinions.
Until we ARE this example, I honestly think its counter-productive to the Kingdom to offer public opinions "in Jesus name." It's like those Christians who publically rally Christians to be against gay marriage because they're for family values, when Christians themselves have a higher divorce rate than the rest of America. This sort of thing invites the charge of hypocrisy. Of course, individuals can have whatever opinions they want about gay marriage or any other political issue. The trouble arises when groups publically represent this as "the Christian position." If Christians spent a decade doing nothing but healing their own marriages while sacrificially serving non-Christian gay people, maybe, just maybe, we'd earn the right to lovingly speak into their lives -- and they into ours (since, after all, our sin is like a tree trunk compared to their sin, which is a mere dust particle [Mt 7:1-3]).

6. Finally, my deepest worry is always about the demonic pull of politics. I think the devil loves it when we become so entangled in trying to get Caesar to do what we think he should do that we compromise our Kingdom call to do the one thing WE'RE supposed to do; namely, all the things we're trying to get Caesar to do! We can become so entangled with trying to steer politics that we don't get around to simply BEING THE CHURCH.

I suspect the devil especially loves it when we become divided over what Caesar should do -- as is inevitable once we become preoccupied with the politics Caesar, instead of the Kingdom of Christ. When this happens, we can't as a united front sacrifice together to be the Kingdom. The Matthews and Simons among us become so divided over whether the Democratic or Republican program is the best one to address injustice (or whatever) that we can't unite together to sacrificially do something in Jesus' name about injustice.

Again, we had a wonderful time together, and the conversation will continue. But in the meantime, may I encourage all of us to not wait on the outcome of this discussion, or of ANY discussion. Starting now, JUST BE THE KINGDOM. Unite with other disciples and live in the question: How can we bleed together to manfiest God's love to others?

How you vote isn't going to change the world. How you LIVE will. God promises it.
Blessings"

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Weiner Wars Hot Dog Champion


Weiner Wars Hot Dog Champion
Originally uploaded by adamhanauer
Have you ever had that feeling - you know the one - where you feel like you just ate 66 hotdogs?!

Well the guy on the right just did! I know this is becoming an annual event, that most everyone watches, but it is unbelievable to me. How on earth can someone shovel 66 hotdogs, buns and all, into their belly in 12 minutes? Mind blowing......and a little silly if you ask me.

3 max for me, and I am out. But I have always been a bit of a sissy when it came to eating. I blame a "weak" stomach

Monday, July 2, 2007

Monday happenings


Jerry Narron
Originally uploaded by adamhanauer
Well, Jerry Narron is gone. Might not mean much if you don't follow the reds, but it is a pretty big deal when your manager gets fired. The Reds now can boast the worst record in baseball. Entering today they have 51 losses - and we are just about at the halfway point of the season. Disappointing to say the least. They are talking about paying some big bucks for their next manager. I will be watching.

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Had the privilege of visiting a community center in South Louisville today, and read with an 8 year old Somalian refugee named Ikra. It was a neat experience - She has seen things, and experienced things that I can't even imagine in her 8 years. She sat patiently and read, as I helped her sound words out. I was impressed with how well she spoke and read English. Hope to be able to return in the future.

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Today is Monday and that means Emily is exercising and Kylie is peeing on the couch. I am not sure what I am going to with that girl. If it wasn't for those precious blue eyes..........

Tomorrow is coffee with George, and then we head to Cincinnati. Emily is going to get some training in her new job. She will be filling in for our sister-in-law while she takes some time off after her birth. We plan on meeting Mom at portrait innovations to get some pictures with the kids. Should be a good day.

I have picked up Mere Discipleship for the 3rd time. Hope to glean some more insight from Camp's perspective on the "good news."

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Worn out

Today has been a busy day. Kylie woke up at the delightful hour of 5:30am, and never went back to sleep. Emily went to exercise. When she returned we began preparing for a b-day celebration at our house.

I had a battle for the ages with a "lawn tent." I am not sure what to call it, but when I was putting it up, I had all kinds of cool names to describe it. We spent the afternoon eating, celebrating and playing games in our yard. It was fun, but exhausting.

Then we took another trip to the urban areas of Louisville. We drove around for about an hour-and-a-half. We had some leftovers with Liz and Walker and then began to wind down some.

All in all it has been a good Saturday. Got to spend time with God's people and share a couple meals together.

Tomorrow will prove to be another busy day, with assembly then a July 4th celebration - I know it will be July 1st, but you have to do what you have to do.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Ghandi

Tonight I watched Ghandi's non-violent resistance campaign that he led to free India from the British Empire and their oppression. To say that it was inspiring would be an understatement. The climax of the movie was when men marched toward the British army who wouldn't allow them to pass (for whatever reason) and beat them back with their weapons. The Indians refused to lose heart and refused to use violence.

That moment - it was reported - India truly gained their independence. That is not the moment that the English decided to leave India, but it WAS the moment that they were rendered powerless. Ghandi had succeeded in stripping the "principalities and powers" of all their power. They were exposed for what they truly were - EVIL.

In all our dealings with the world, we must never use the weapons of the world. Whether that be a machine gun, nuclear weapon or whether it is simply refusing to lie and cheat to get ahead. When we fight the world with the weapons the world uses - no matter what "good" may come out of it, we lose.

Ghandi taught this - But so did Christ!

Kind of disappointing to me

Online Dating



Guess I have some work to do.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Good preachin'

Bob Russell (founder of Southeast Christian Church in Louisville) spoke in our Wednesday night class at Okolona. I have heard him speak a few times before tonight, and overall he didn't dissappoint. He has a gift, like all good speakers, of making scripture come alive. We were in 2 Kings and he spent the evening talking about the faith of Elisha.

I had read the story many times in the past, but he illuminated different aspects of the story I had never thought about. It is no wonder they are one of the biggest churches in the country.

Good preaching goes a long way. The story we believe to be true is the most amazing story ever told, but sometimes it isn't preached as such. The bible has a richness to it, and yet we find ways to 'dumb it down.'

Tonight was encouraging and I think all who attended were blessed.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

How can I resist

MAN: I'd like to buy some dog food.
CHECKOUT LADY: Do you have a dog?
MAN: Yes.
CHECKOUT LADY: Where is he?
MAN: He's at home.
CHECKOUT LADY: I'm sorry, I can't sell this dog food to you unless I see the dog. Store policy.
The next day, the man returns.
MAN: I'd like to buy some cat food.
CHECKOUT LADY: Do you have a cat?
MAN: Yes.
CHECKOUT LADY: Well... where is he?
MAN: He's at home!
CHECKOUT LADY: Sorry, I can't sell this cat food to you unless I see your cat.
The next day the man returns.
CHECKOUT LADY: What's in the sack?
MAN: Put your hand inside.
CHECKOUT LADY: Hmmm... It's warm and moist! What is it?
MAN: I would like to buy some toilet paper.

Come on, if you aren't laughing after that one, you need to check your heartbeat!

More Women's role stuff......

“When society was patriarchal, as it was in the New Testament context and as it has been everywhere in the world except in modern society in our day, the church avoided scandal by going along with it — fundamentally evil as patriarchy was and is. Now, however, that modern society is at least officially egalitarian, the scandal is that the church is not going along with society, not rejoicing in the unprecedented freedom to let women and men serve according to gift and call without arbitrary gender line. This scandal impedes both the evangelism of others and the edification — the retention and development of faith — of those already converted.”

Mike Cope has been posting about the above for the past couple of days - and it really has me thinking. If you have the time, please click on the link and read the posts in their entirety. He is laying out some pretty compelling arguments. I almost don't want to read what he is writing, because then I will be forced to think about it, and what if I believe it. Then what? Are our churches currently oppressing women? Is this a serious problem, or just in my head? What is my responsibility to do with this knowledge? Is this one of these - weaker brother things? And don't even get me thinking of the implications to my daughter....aaargh!

I always find it interesting that we are talking about "roles" in church anyway. I am pretty sure Christ has broken down all roles and we are equal in Him - male/female, slave/free and Jew/Greek. Anyway, the posts are worth the read. I am thinking about picking BACK up the book "Slaves, Women and Homosexuals" for another read. I never quite made it all the way through it the first time.

Monday, June 25, 2007

This made me laugh

An English guy was very ill and his son went to visit him in the hospital. Suddenly, the father began to breathe heavily and grabbed the pen and pad by the bed. With his last ounce of strength he wrote a note, dropped it, and died.
The son was so overcome with grief that he didn't remember slipping the note into his pocket. At the funeral, he reached into the pocket of his coat and immediately felt the note. He excitedly read it thinking it might be something he could recite during the service. It said:
YOU WANKER -- GET OFF MY OXYGEN PIPE!!!


Something about the word WANKER that makes me smile!

If it were this easy

Apparently God is speaking directly to Kylie. I didn't know this until tonight when I asked her "Is it fun to be obedient to mommy and daddy?" with which she replied "Yes, because when I listen to mommy and daddy it makes God happy." And "God told me to go in my room and play, he did, that is what he told me."

I guess if that is what God is telling her then it is "fun to be obedient."

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Important Questions


Okolona Men's Retreat
Originally uploaded by adamhanauer
These are important questions for many reasons.
How would you answer them?

Transformed

New blog = a new day! George has fixed my computer - turns out it was not my computer as much as a user error. Who would have thunk it?
I am converting my blog over to google, so hence the change. I am trying to add some consistency to my life.
I have also deleted all my old posts, so that way there won't be any evidence when my opinions have changed.